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breakaway
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 // 2:11 AM

MATHS! MATHS MATHS! URGHS! I HATE IT!
I DEFINITELY WILL FAIL my common test! I hate it much! There's like all sort of questions! But I dont caare!

 I realised that I suck in everything. I suck in knowledge. I suck in sports. I suck in everything that you can think of. I am the person who sucks in life, I am the one if you are finding some suckish girl leading a simple but dreadful and maybe complicated life. You can bring a miracle to happen but I don't believe in miracles. Miracles sucks in my life too 'cos nothing that I really wann happens to me. =)

 There is still one thing that I suck most of all .. love. I can't bring myself to love someone. I can feel it but I don't really feel it. Whenever I am around him, my heart beat goes "thub-thub .. thub-thub" real fast. Some kind of feeling that my heart says "He is the one you idiot! Go up to him and say hello or whatever! And tell him that you love him stoopid!!" That is how I am feeling right now. Sometimes, I have the feeling that he know that I like him or somehow, I only told my frens about it but none said a word to anyone else. I am feeling like to tell him that I like, not just like but like him VERY very much! You know?

 But ofcourse I wouldnt rite, or else he will try to avoid me cos maybe he thinks I am crazy or something. When I think back, who really wanns me anyway? I am not skinny, I am fat. I am not pretty, I am ugly. I am not atheletic, I am normal and kinda moore like the "duuuhhhhh" kinda type. I do not rock but I stone, well, I am just trying to say that I suck. A lot! You see people? That's why i just can't make myself tothink that someone, maybe just that someone out there, to say "I love you" to me. It may not be a possibility. Btw, the boy used to have a great nice thick hair and didnt really use specs but now he have made himself a nerd but I still my sense of feeling towards him DID NOT CHANGE. If you are the boy who I've been talking about, I just want to say that I love you. And if you think you're the boy but you're not, I love you too. Its okay to terasa and perasan sometimes.

 Yeahs, I think thats all. See you around. Bye. TC.

Nasuha Loves "Him" and think about "Him" all the time.