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Friday, February 6, 2009 // 6:25 AM
Currently, I'm trying my best to ignore and to persevere. I'm fucking feeling pissed off, and I'm trying to get used to this shit. I'M NOTHING TO YOU MAN! I get it already, who am I to you anyway? Who am I to control ? & Who am I to tell you what to do? Semue-semue you do takle kan? I realised that by ignoring, it will make my mouth shut, which won't make myself scream. Do you know that I'm trying to control my anger and also trying to get used to that fucked up material you got? I trusted you and I didn't suspect anything when you were with Acap. Even if I saw you that day, did you even tell me ? & you think I actually heard your conversation with them ? I pekak kan telinga okeh? Cos I respect you. Like whatever shit man, I don't know what's happening to you right now. What are you trying to be huh? Smoking is definitely good for your health okay? It'll make you feel better, how awesome! You know what ? I'm frigging hell tired of this, just do whatever you want. What do you care aye ? Please pierce if you want to, do not, not to pierce because of me and please smoke whenever you want but never fucking hell do it in front of me okay ? Cos I seriously find it such a bullshit and its rude. That's all I want. NEVER say I NEVER care, got it ? I told you a gazillion times but what the hell for if you don't wanna listen aye? Sometimes, I don't even know if you ever care about my feelings anymore, it has always been the same. You sure you wanna continue this with me? I can't believe this shit is happening again.
I don't know why I'm feeling in a rage right now. Definitely NOT PMS. Shit. Strength training was held in the Gym just now and only did some cos we didn't have enough time as we needed to do some preparations for tomorrow's Grand Opening. I've a feeling my family is coming? Haha. Afterwards, Nadiah, Alif, Haris, Dan and I walked to White Sands. I was so shocked to see smoke coming out from his mouth, cos I thought it was a fucking rolled up tissue =.= Its okay. By the time we got to McDonald's , it was almost 7pm. Dan went home first while the rest of us talked till 8.30pm. It was a great feeling. We discussed about odac and also our roles. Like a mini meeting of 4 people. Jeeha & Nisa then came as Jeeha needed to get a bag, what an emergency. & that's about it I guess.
Currently, I'm trying my best to ignore and to persevere. I'm fucking feeling pissed off, and I'm trying to get used to this shit. I'M NOTHING TO YOU MAN! I get it already, who am I to you anyway? Who am I to control ? & Who am I to tell you what to do? Semue-semue you do takle kan? I realised that by ignoring, it will make my mouth shut, which won't make myself scream. Do you know that I'm trying to control my anger and also trying to get used to that fucked up material you got? I trusted you and I didn't suspect anything when you were with Acap. Even if I saw you that day, did you even tell me ? & you think I actually heard your conversation with them ? I pekak kan telinga okeh? Cos I respect you. Like whatever shit man, I don't know what's happening to you right now. What are you trying to be huh? Smoking is definitely good for your health okay? It'll make you feel better, how awesome! You know what ? I'm frigging hell tired of this, just do whatever you want. What do you care aye ? Please pierce if you want to, do not, not to pierce because of me and please smoke whenever you want but never fucking hell do it in front of me okay ? Cos I seriously find it such a bullshit and its rude. That's all I want. NEVER say I NEVER care, got it ? I told you a gazillion times but what the hell for if you don't wanna listen aye? Sometimes, I don't even know if you ever care about my feelings anymore, it has always been the same. You sure you wanna continue this with me? I can't believe this shit is happening again.
I don't know why I'm feeling in a rage right now. Definitely NOT PMS. Shit. Strength training was held in the Gym just now and only did some cos we didn't have enough time as we needed to do some preparations for tomorrow's Grand Opening. I've a feeling my family is coming? Haha. Afterwards, Nadiah, Alif, Haris, Dan and I walked to White Sands. I was so shocked to see smoke coming out from his mouth, cos I thought it was a fucking rolled up tissue =.= Its okay. By the time we got to McDonald's , it was almost 7pm. Dan went home first while the rest of us talked till 8.30pm. It was a great feeling. We discussed about odac and also our roles. Like a mini meeting of 4 people. Jeeha & Nisa then came as Jeeha needed to get a bag, what an emergency. & that's about it I guess.
