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buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

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breakaway
Saturday, February 7, 2009 // 6:50 AM

I'm so sorry for my previous post cos I was venting my anger on my blog yesterday, I let out everything that I feel hurt of. Yea its just 'SMOKING' but I just DON'T want you to get sick all the time as you always complain and I don't know what to do. You didn't even tell me. Not at all. I didn't know nothing like some dumb ass staring into blank space. You told me only after you got home. Hey, don't say I won't ever let you do anything. There was even once I allowed you to smoke in front of my face aye? I didn't mind in the first place, but you said you wanna stop and do it willingly for me since you know yourself that I don't like it. I just don't see that anymore. Slowly, you kept on having puffs, one stick, two sticks and then you're starting it again. Okay I'm fine with it, just as long as you won't do it with me. Somehow, I just miss the very old you. I miss the 070608 you, you know? The very low profile type about this. I can't find all the stuffs that we did together before. That's all. Maybe I should get over this, I'm too much. & You can go out there without me, I'm still within you and you got to believe that. I don't wanna lose you just as much as you don't wanna lose me although I said something harsh before. Know what? If I see my other graduating seniors can continue with their loved ones here in Loyang, why can't we? & some even have their everlasting love from different schools, why can't we? We can do this aye? Why not?

& Thank You Alif once again for being there for me. You're just one of the best(:

To My Dearest Girl Best friend [You know who you are, love.]
You just got to tell him. I understand that you don't wanna hurt him but are you happy? I don't think so. You may not wanna hurt him but he hurts you so much, and he didn't know. Maybe you tried, I know but try again. It may led you to a fight but once everything is settled, it'll definitely will be better. MUCH better. I love you so much, I don't wanna see you getting hurt over and over again, its just too much.

I love you dearest, please take care.

No relationships are perfect in this world, the imperfectness is the one that made it perfect.