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buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

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breakaway
Saturday, December 12, 2009 // 7:48 AM

Have you ever wonder why gangs were formed in the first place? Well I do. Pretty much. Why would they wanna start such culture when it didn't even exist in the first place? Okay stop, I don't wanna be talking about that.

I've been thinking lately. Yes- Thinking. About life. The future. Will I have a chance to start my own family? To repent to be a better person? Sometimes I feel that judgement day is so near that I won't even have a future. I don't wanna die young, I wanna experience life better. I still want World Peace. But I know the Earth is so old, the water we have can't last forever. It will be finished either sooner or later. There's one thing I have always wanted about my death- To go before my grandparents do. Because I love them so much, especially my grandmother. These past few days, my feelings had been uneasy about them, I do not know why. I hope that I'm wrong. I AM wrong, its just my feelings.

I don't wanna talk about this. It makes me scared. Only less than a week to go and I'll be off to Malaysia! I'm excited about that, I wanna let my stress out. To enjoy and forget about every problem there is. Only Malaysia but hey! Still going somewhere. How I wish the whole family can go, including my grandparents. Since we're driving with our own little car, there's so little space for us.