Realising the reality is the moment when everything strikes right at you. Misunderstandings & criticsm came crashing down on you. No one that understands, people talking behind your back at the same time. Blaming & Accusing without knowing the real story. at situations like these, it made me amazed to have someone like you that's always there for me. Love, you really touched me at that point of time. You know who you are & I won't say who ;D

- Best friend, The Love.

I couldn't stand my eyes any longer during work yesterday. Everything was a blur and I was still confused but I just did what I could. It was embarrassing when the Boss were explaining some things for us to do and I could actually fall alseep. That's not the worst part yet, he even noticed me but kept it to himself. First day of work and already dozing off to sleep! I was lucky that I wasn't fired o.O

As for today, Mary and I came in slightly late to work due to the weather. The pouring rain & cloudy skies with soothing breeze was the most perfect moment for me to get myself laid on the bed. Sadly, I had to go off to work. Slowly, I'm getting it. I hope whatever we did are right. I wouldn't wanna get messed up.

I'm so unhappy with myself. Mum told me that I look like the "younger me" right now, the look I had when I was 10 or 11 years old when I took pictures. It really made me upset, how am I suppose to go for shisha now?! Nah. Haha! I noticed that my cheeks are getting chubbier, more fats on my biceps and ofcourse rounder tummy! & can't do pull ups anymore! Not even one. URGH. I didn't run for quite sometime already, I just couldn't find the time. I'm busy everyday, now that I'm working for these 2 weeks. I'll try to squeeze in some time during the weekends. I swear this is demoralizing.

I better get going now, there's still bits of my task that I've yet to do.

Realising the reality is the moment when everything strikes right at you. Misunderstandings & criticsm came crashing down on you. No one that understands, people talking behind your back at the same time. Blaming & Accusing without knowing the real story. at situations like these, it made me amazed to have someone like you that's always there for me. Love, you really touched me at that point of time. You know who you are & I won't say who ;D

- Best friend, The Love.

I couldn't stand my eyes any longer during work yesterday. Everything was a blur and I was still confused but I just did what I could. It was embarrassing when the Boss were explaining some things for us to do and I could actually fall alseep. That's not the worst part yet, he even noticed me but kept it to himself. First day of work and already dozing off to sleep! I was lucky that I wasn't fired o.O

As for today, Mary and I came in slightly late to work due to the weather. The pouring rain & cloudy skies with soothing breeze was the most perfect moment for me to get myself laid on the bed. Sadly, I had to go off to work. Slowly, I'm getting it. I hope whatever we did are right. I wouldn't wanna get messed up.

I'm so unhappy with myself. Mum told me that I look like the "younger me" right now, the look I had when I was 10 or 11 years old when I took pictures. It really made me upset, how am I suppose to go for shisha now?! Nah. Haha! I noticed that my cheeks are getting chubbier, more fats on my biceps and ofcourse rounder tummy! & can't do pull ups anymore! Not even one. URGH. I didn't run for quite sometime already, I just couldn't find the time. I'm busy everyday, now that I'm working for these 2 weeks. I'll try to squeeze in some time during the weekends. I swear this is demoralizing.

I better get going now, there's still bits of my task that I've yet to do.