Basically, these holidays are such a bitch. I wanted a job when I don't have one. Now that I have one, I wish to set myself free. I work as a waitress but I am definitely not telling you guys where, seriously. I can't believe everything must be so particular. Like seriously! Aiming at my littlest mistakes just because I am new. I have to admit that I'm uncomfortable with this job, I don't think I can handle it. That's because my intelligence doesn't match up to the standard of this job. Neh, I'm kidding! Really.

I just feel that being a waitress isn't my thing. You heard? I wanna do something else. That doesn't require standing for up to 4 hours, sit for only 30 minutes and get back standing for another 3 and a half more hours! Its pretty unfair to the non-smokers as they don't have smoking breaks. Unlike smokers, they can smoke for a few minutes and get back in again. Which means, they are able to have some rest. Its been only 4 days and I feel like quitting this job? Damn Mini Toons, you called me too late! If only you were slightly earlier. I kept telling myself that I am not a quitter. I can endure and just hang on a lil longer. I hope one of my friends will get this job soon! I need somebody to play around with or talk to when I'm bored.

Life sucks, there's nothing else you can do about it. After a long day at work, Azifah's sister treated the three of us. Actually she just passed us money as she was busy. We headed down to BBQ Chicken last night for dinner. We had some of those little chit chat sessions like how we usually do. Thanks to them, they made my night all better.

As for tomorrow, I'm gonna drown all my worries away. I'mma have fun and forget everything. I don't wanna think about anything or anyone at that point of time. I wanna release everything tomorrow. Just too bad and so sad we're going in a small group. A very small group. I haven't do this for like months!

Lately, I feel so incomplete.

Basically, these holidays are such a bitch. I wanted a job when I don't have one. Now that I have one, I wish to set myself free. I work as a waitress but I am definitely not telling you guys where, seriously. I can't believe everything must be so particular. Like seriously! Aiming at my littlest mistakes just because I am new. I have to admit that I'm uncomfortable with this job, I don't think I can handle it. That's because my intelligence doesn't match up to the standard of this job. Neh, I'm kidding! Really.

I just feel that being a waitress isn't my thing. You heard? I wanna do something else. That doesn't require standing for up to 4 hours, sit for only 30 minutes and get back standing for another 3 and a half more hours! Its pretty unfair to the non-smokers as they don't have smoking breaks. Unlike smokers, they can smoke for a few minutes and get back in again. Which means, they are able to have some rest. Its been only 4 days and I feel like quitting this job? Damn Mini Toons, you called me too late! If only you were slightly earlier. I kept telling myself that I am not a quitter. I can endure and just hang on a lil longer. I hope one of my friends will get this job soon! I need somebody to play around with or talk to when I'm bored.

Life sucks, there's nothing else you can do about it. After a long day at work, Azifah's sister treated the three of us. Actually she just passed us money as she was busy. We headed down to BBQ Chicken last night for dinner. We had some of those little chit chat sessions like how we usually do. Thanks to them, they made my night all better.

As for tomorrow, I'm gonna drown all my worries away. I'mma have fun and forget everything. I don't wanna think about anything or anyone at that point of time. I wanna release everything tomorrow. Just too bad and so sad we're going in a small group. A very small group. I haven't do this for like months!

Lately, I feel so incomplete.