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buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

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breakaway
Living up to the Sins.
Friday, January 21, 2011 // 10:56 AM


Despite all the shitz we've to face,
we'd still have to force in a smile for everything else.


I can no longer live it up to this pretense. Dumbfounded. I have no idea you are this amazing! Seriously, putting up an act every now and then. Also acted as if nothing ever happened and actually to believe that I am not old enough to understand anything? Come on mister, get on your feet and at least try to realize your mistakes. Must I live up to this shit all my life? I'm fucking sick and tired. Sick and tired of you. I can no longer put up with this. Thanks okay!

Life. Is still life. No matter how hard you tried to make everything perfect, you know it won't be. Because life is meant to be imperfect as a learning point of every human. But I guess, someone won't just learn. Its been like.. what? 103840385340670439 times? Oh puh-lease, I felt no impact this time round. I'm immune to the feeling.

Whatever it is, I'm not giving up in life. This minor matter doesn't mean I'm going to make a new email account which states : Badgurlz_kiiyut@hotmail. com. Its not the end, there's still a lot more to come that I've to face. I'm not making this small issue into a major deal. Just that I am so disappointed that I just you'd read this and realize! Though, I know you won't.