This Thing Called Love
Thursday, May 23, 2013 // 12:44 PM
"Always smiling for no reason. Feeling excited and happy. Heart beating fast that no one will know."
It happens. When you're in love. I still remember those early days though. Nothing can ever beat that feeling. The only reason is because falling in love is the best thing that could ever happen to you.
Nevertheless, what people claim to be 'Love'... Has always been a cycle.
1) Falling in Love
2) Dating
3) In a Relationship
4) Honeymoon period
5) 'Ok ok lah' season
6) On the verge
7) Breaking Up
8) Moving On Process (Hurt)
9) Moved On (Mission accomplished)
10) Repeat Step 1
Ironic, isn't it? But I guess its part of life. Well as for me, I found someone that loves me as I am. Cliché? Haha yeah. If not, why would it even be called love? But this is different.
What others claim to be called love was only within months. After reaching a year, they tend to get bored. I mean... Come on! Only 3 months and you guys are getting shared account and planning stuffs on marriage or whatever shits like that.
My boy, Muhammad Hamdan Fathullah Bin Abdul Halim, definitely one a kind. And no, I'm not saying this just because he is my most recent boyfriend. Obviously people will go, "Ofcourse you'd say stuffs like he's the best just because he's your current one." This time round, I really mean what I say. He is just different.
I've never met anyone that would trouble himself to spend his time with for almost 24/7. Though its only picking me up from the train station and sending me home, he still takes the effort to do so. Sometimes, when I'm in need of someone... He'll be there. Again, no... Not by a phone call but by getting himself at my house right away. Even if its 4 in the morning.
Trust me, he's one of a hell patient guy. No matter how bad I ever threw my tantrums on him, he'd try to remain quiet or let me cool off.
Besides that, how did I get myself attracted him? I just find him cute in the first place, someone funny and I could tell he is a soft hearted person. Guess I was right.
From then on, my feelings became stronger. In fact, its till today. From schoolmtes that blooms to a friendship and a relationship right after. The things that we did, been through and experienced together are beyond out of this world.
He is my other half that I need. Literally. He's the one that I share everything with, be it stories, moments or even terms of hardship. We're always together. Definitely not only being my boyfriend but almost everything I could think of. Brother. Father. Bestfriend. Whatsoever.
What I'm really sure about now is that, I'm just not ready to lose him yet. This part of me, will cling onto him as long as he still loves me.
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