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breakaway
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 // 7:37 AM

Kata-katamu hanya manis di bibir.
- Kasih Mengapa

I realised that words are meaningless to me right now, cos it shows nothing for love. Its easy to say but its never easy to do, trust me. The time I went to Kinabalu, was it even for me? Or? Nevermind, I just don't want history to repeat itself. It happened once before we started and it happened once again when we already did. & It may start again too, you may not know.

I am feeling much better and calm after taking a nap. It kinda eases my mind now, a lot. I almost totally forgot what happened. At times, I wish that I'll forget my past.

Oh and by the way, Mum thought me POA. I understand slightly better now, slightly only. At least its better than before when I know nothing aite? I wanna talk about school.

As usual, I met Nafilah, Dee and Shikin nearby Shop and Save. Only that I met Naf earlier cos we had to talk about POA. Then, Halifi had to pass something to me. So we headed off to school.

First period was Social Studies, I'm so lucky to get Ms Siti! Her lessons are very fun :D We were told to be in groups of 5 - Unisex & Multi-Racial. Nafilah and I couldn't make up our minds. So we grouped up with Fariq, Syafiq and Ashraf. HAHA, when it was suppose to be Multi-Racial. But then Ashraf had to go and we had to put Harmesh Pole with us. So yea, I don't mind.

Uhh, what lesson comes next uh? I forgot. For the past few years as long as I lived, I've always hated attending my Mother Tounge classes but I think I pretty enjoyed mt class for this year, cos I'll be having group work with Diyana, Nafilah, Syafeeza and Fatin - Exactly like last year.

I went for a talk with Alif after school while walking to the school gate, Naf was with us too while the others were at the back. We walked to White Sands since she had her craving for Double Chocolate Frappe. I had all kinds of talks with her - Emotional. Random. Wild. Views.

I don't know what had gotten into me once I reached home, felt like throwing tantrums all the time. Feeling so infuriated. Listening to Kasih Mengapa all the way, didn't know I was totally hooked up.


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