Wednesday, October 21, 2009 // 10:33 AM
I decided to have a second post for the night, its mundane. I wanna go to sleep but I just wanna finish this off first. After estimated the time, its not 2 in the morning.
I'm in guilt about last night's conversation with him, it seemed so wrong. Just too wrong. Perhaps it was too much.
Without him with me right now, there's no one to wish me goodnight and greet me in the morning like he used to. No more night wishes. No more morning greets. I miss him being like a best friend to me. Ah I'm just no one. Not even a friend, yet. But he promised that he'll always be there for me. I'm not sure about that. He didn't even ask about my well-being.
Who the hell is this Anne? She's so annoying, like who is she to comment such things anyway? Love can be felt anytime. Whether or not you're ready for it. Doesn't mean we can't love when we're young, asshole. And she even said, "The matter is only you and you, and no one else's.: Like hey ! I know that, bitch. Stop interfering my life. What does she even care anyway? FUCK her loose pussy ah nbcb. She's so annoying. She's a nobody.
& so, somehow this blog is "private" as only my trusted friends know my link here. I just wanna keep it low profile. Cos a typical Singaporeans -like me, are kepo. Or you may say stalkers? People with blogs often get stalked. And people will also be a busy body to your life like making such comments when they're not suppose to. I'll only expose this blog when it comes to the right time, the earliest it can go is next year perhaps? That's when my friends can relink and link me all over again. I know my blog is very entertaining as I often have pictures here and updates well too. Nah, just kidding. Speaking of pictures, I'll upload soon on the next post tomorrow. No worries.
This blog is where I'll pour everything out and only YOU guys know. Do be honoured. HAH. Just playing around. Also this blog is just to keep you guys updated about me and ofcourse you guys too. Pictures, outings, everything here. I said this before but again, please tell no one about my link. No one. I wanted to make it private but it'll be troublesome. Some of my friends are using onsugar, some with livejournals and some even without blogs. So its friendly with everyone like this. Actually I only told less than 10 people so far, k lame. It seems like I'm having a Grand Opening or whatever shit.
Currently right now, I'm blogging (ofcourse, duh!) and also texting Mariana. She made me laugh, seriously. Hahaha! Will be meeting her tomorrow in the morning and going to school late. LAAAAZZZZZYYYYY. Argh. Fuck. Hope I can wake up early tomorrow. I mean today.
Where did your promises go?
Where was your sincerity ?
