Fat Girl is Down D:

Down with flu for almost a week. Shit. I can't stand being at home with no plans and dance to come up with. K forget the dance, that was a joke. Simply, its a bore. Kindly enough, my best friend accompanied me out yesterday. Also kind enough to get me my Tom Yam at Spize. Hehe, lurp you bestie. It was nice with her. I slept in the bus on my way back home. Fuck yeah, it was the cough syrup I took before going out. It got my eyes sinking to sleep.

You know what? Sometimes, I just wish I can be a boy. Why? Because parents won't go, "That's because you're a girl! Its not safe!" when I go home late at night. Parents rarely worry for boys. People won't go, " You're a girl! Its not sweet for a girl." if I were to smoke. I wish I can be a boy so when I go out my friends, people won't think I'm a flirt if I'm the only girl. Because boys around my area, won't get bored. They're always down for soccer. They're always there together. The don't need girls to join in the fun. They're just simply boys. If only I were a boy, I can go home late at night, people can say nothing if I smoke, I can play soccer everyday with my friends, people will think I'm normal when I've a lot of guy friends because I AM a GUY. Well, they may be happy though. But they sure have big responsibilities too. They've to be strong to protect their family and also good self-defence. I'm not sure whether I can be all that.

Fat Girl is Down D:

Down with flu for almost a week. Shit. I can't stand being at home with no plans and dance to come up with. K forget the dance, that was a joke. Simply, its a bore. Kindly enough, my best friend accompanied me out yesterday. Also kind enough to get me my Tom Yam at Spize. Hehe, lurp you bestie. It was nice with her. I slept in the bus on my way back home. Fuck yeah, it was the cough syrup I took before going out. It got my eyes sinking to sleep.

You know what? Sometimes, I just wish I can be a boy. Why? Because parents won't go, "That's because you're a girl! Its not safe!" when I go home late at night. Parents rarely worry for boys. People won't go, " You're a girl! Its not sweet for a girl." if I were to smoke. I wish I can be a boy so when I go out my friends, people won't think I'm a flirt if I'm the only girl. Because boys around my area, won't get bored. They're always down for soccer. They're always there together. The don't need girls to join in the fun. They're just simply boys. If only I were a boy, I can go home late at night, people can say nothing if I smoke, I can play soccer everyday with my friends, people will think I'm normal when I've a lot of guy friends because I AM a GUY. Well, they may be happy though. But they sure have big responsibilities too. They've to be strong to protect their family and also good self-defence. I'm not sure whether I can be all that.